And then after a few days I'm taking home I can't see anybody I'm fed separately I'm I can't I'm isolated until after Christmas I go back to school finally in January my mother kept my report card it said absent due to illness absent due to illness semester at a month after month.
and that doesn't happen then she gets ill and she passes on and a few days after she passes on it starts again they start waking me up at the clock around that time and it becomes a very big part of my life very important because I can feel the communion going on I can feel it really intensely and part of it is involved seems to be in the way I'm going to do it.
And you know a few a few days actually I'm I discovered this in the second I discovered it I realize how important it was I'm glad it's come up but these people are unvoiced and autistic yes now I have friends.