i worked um for about 15 years in the uh star wars arena and then i wanted to homeschool my children
and my son was begging me to break him out of jail in school so how old he was probably
i uh retired and started homeschooling my kids and became a consultant and that was really the best
thing i'd done i wished i'd done that earlier it was great because i have my hours i only work 20 hours a
week but i doubled my rate because consultants cost more than regular workers so the finances were the
young guys there who really didn't know what to do or how to do it so i walked in with my with my beard
monroe institute and robert monroe well actually my career in physics and my career in in consciousness
complex systems which kind of became my forte and there my boss tossed me journeys out of the body
my boss found out that bob monroe didn't live that far away and uh that was in charlottesville
physicist so my job was to come up with the theory how did it work why did it work that way what were
going out there at like six seven o'clock at night after dinner pick up dennis on my motorcycle we'd go
understood enough about consciousness to write it down and i then when i started writing the my big toe books
probably about two three years after i published my big toe books i got a couple of aha moments and i was able to
that consciousness was fundamental because that's what the experiment told them one of my biggest problems
is trying to keep my firearm in reach for myself but out of reach of my kids keeping it in the closet is just too far away
i remember finding my parents firearm and i don't want that to happen to my kids that's what stopbox usa
operate off a battery it's compact enough to stay under my pillow for fast access and my favorite part
i love how well made it is and when i travel it slips right into my bag so i don't have to fumble
these when i feel stressed and i can't sleep and i just wait for the calmness to wash over my brain
goodness they've made cbd their specialty my favorite is the berry flavor but they have several
no i don't take psychedelics because my consciousness is very precious to me and i don't
next time you come around your next lifetime and i have multiple lifetimes in my model because it was a
you know i never tried to heal anybody in my life till i got out to bob and rose and wanted to just
i do it with my fingers i can see through my fingers well that was just remember we talked about
i get a little light in from my mask and that's how i can see so i checked her mask and cheating was
anything about it so not my problem yeah and now that's not the case now you get to see poor little
so i can tell you i've had similar experiences to that too i've had my uh i've had my sessions with
well in my my awareness i was fully conscious but in actuality i was just getting a different data
i was probably just lying in a bed not sleeping you know being awake with my mind kind of drifting
that stuff then that wasn't that popular so i made up my own pictures and they were just very strange
on but i didn't feel particularly threatened but that was me i already had gotten rid of most of my fear
doing things to me yes but it was my kind of attitude was that's interesting but i could see that if i
wherever i go now i always carry two books with me the bible and my big toe she says i love your work
who were very religious would not like my big toe very much that they would uh you know i'd find them
there for probably a month every night i'd lie down and as soon as i hit the bed and shut my eye
know my mother is ill can i help i would don't just go and help with that problem i have to go connect
worked on its own way but i did get a sense i did talk to the entity that was coming in and i told my
these things all my life you know it sounds like a wow but it's every it's kind of a everyday thing
sure yeah there is uh several places i have a website that is www.my-big-toe.com they can go there
want to do you can get a course there to do it uh you can read my books the books are a little hard to
by subject and i have a specially trained ai called ai guy which is a character in my books and ai guy
talks with my voice and is about 98 accurate if you ask it things about my model and and you know
and we fed it the books and we fed it everything basically that i've said so it's it's got all of my
interested in the soft side of it like how do i do better with my relationships you know how how do
me and myself even other get along better how do i raise my children you will find the soft side of
and youtube because i didn't want too much science in my book i wanted my books to be accessible to
in my life in my experience and the reason i called it my big toe wasn't because i was so proud of it
you know oh it's my big toe it was because it's derived from my own experience in the non-physical
doing the paranormal because people said well okay i'd like to base it on my experience so help me
you for the opportunity my pleasure you know information is wonderful but shared information is much better